It matters significantly if you want the relationship to work. The separation of anything emotionally meaningful in sex and physical pleasure is complete if no one cares how many partners the other has had. Sex is then about taking and not giving. It can be something about giving — this is something I agree with the religious types on. It should be that way or else it is empty and completely meaningless. If that’s what you want, fine, I guess you can do that.
Whores do that; that’s how they can cope with the fact they are whores.
“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.” Dickens sure has a way with words unlike any other writer, ever. He can explain what you feel but don’t know how to coalesce the words. I can feel his statement resonate through my head, although at the moment more with the latter of the two parts of his sentence.
A woman has truly wrought all hell on my life but I have no intention on ever making her feel bad about it. It probably doesn’t matter anyways since I won’t ever speak to her again but I just wanted to get that out. That I truly don’t want her to have any guilt. Maybe one day she’ll read this. Probably not.